26 nov 06

3:am le..stil cant sleep..2days ago..stil suffer 4 stpm paper..remember tat time when wan sleep oso no time..now..got time 4 me to sleep,..cant sleep pula..i thinking stg..hmm..one more week going to be 19 le..dunno st..yt they all stil remember ma,..last yr we 4 having exam tat time..so cant celebrate together..we din meet each other 4 a long time le..hmm..

from 12 ..me on d bed le..think alot ting..think too much le me..till cant sleep..haha..

wat did it did during my 18??.,,haha..hmm..jz can remember these ar d things happen during my 18...

1. 25 may..akkaka..jz can remember tis sentence..''i very bz ar..can u ask help   from others fren..''...then..hmm..hahaha..tis incident..wana 4get oso cant ar..mostly b4 sleep..oso v think bck this d..hq ..be strong ya...

2.. jz last friday..argue wif my dad through phone..argue til i m crying ..my dad oso....haiz..pls ..my fren..next time if ur marry..pls appreciate each other..dun simply divorce..coz u v nv understand ur child feeling..jz feel suffer..n i cant do anything..i know ppl v say..let d adult do wat they like..as a child jz do wat u nid to do..but..sorry..coz they ar my parents..how can i jz ignore the things happen between them wo..i reaaly feel very xinku 4 it..everyday hv to happy to fren..duno shld tel who..tel my mom??haha..tel my bro o my sis ??..duuno..dunno..hope everything oso duuno..dun ask anything about my parents..especially those uncle antie..haiz..n tis is d frst time i argue wif my dad..n even got scold him..actually i feel very sorry 4 him..but..hmm...nv argue wif him b4..although not very like him since long time ago..but he stil my dad..when i scold him..i oso not feeling gd..hmm..stil remeber tat nite..i ask my sis..am i rite..she oso din ans me..last week..hmm..stil facing stpm..d feeling is....hmm......hq ..u very geng ar..how can u feel sad..then oso can sit 4 stpm..hmm..hahaha...

3.i complete cat le.!!.i know my senior say cat jz a small course..no nid any qualification oso can take tis course..but i oso feel hard la..haha..luckyly..i complete it le..yeah!!2more weeks..d stpm exam oso v b over!!!!yeah!!!!!then v b free le!!!hahaha...yeah!!!!..tis is d oni wish can b come true among d wishes tat i had make last yr..haha..

4. jj concert!!!!oh...my god..haha...jj concert was so nice n amazing..n tat tshirt..!!although hv to stand for 3 hrs..but..i stil feel happy!!!..haha..tat day is 1july 2006..sat..at genting!!!ahha..hv to thx all my best fren..really!!..if yt,sw,n st din follow me go to genting..then i think i oso cant go le!!!n thx 4 ks ..kw ..n his cousin!!!hehe..without 3 of them..i may watch d concert alone...thx  alot thx alot..without ur 6...hahaa..i sure v miss this concert d!!!!!....muacks!!!!thx ya!!the 3 gals follow me to genting jz 4 accompany me go genting..then njoy the wheather,,d wind there..thx ohh....n ks too!!thx 4 help to bring my bag go bck to kl first..hehe..so greatful to hv fren like urs....muacks!!

4..i gv up on someone le..n gv up 4 stupid love le..haha..continous 3 times like this..beh tahan..coz i dun hv gd personality..n wif d idiot look..ahha..seem like very hard to find someone accompany me..hmm..but i v be strong d..i v live better than them..ahha..coz dun wana let them look down on me...wana let them regret..let them..hahaha..(i think i sick le @.@)...haha..they did d right decision..hq..hv to improve urself more..k...hmm..be strong...

5 .got a senior say i m mou liao..coz wasting time on him..doing those stupid stuff..but..my senior....hmm..when d time i did..i oledi know i m stupid..but i cant control..coz i scare if i din did all these..i scare i v regret next time..i know ..d way i did was wrong..mb can do it in others way wich is better d..but..sorry..i cant think it tat time..jz can think n do these stupid stuff..n now i din regret much..coz..i try my best la..then suan la..now jz wait the time he v regret some day..haha..sorry...

6.thx 4 sy..coz she is d best gal fren in my form six life..n eva too..she is so cute n nice!!..thx ur two..without ur two..i think i even no mood to go to tat skol.hehe,,thx ur.especially sy..muacks...thx 4 ur evry mesg..evry courage..when my best fren not beside me..u ar d one always beside me..ehhe..when u bully by those stupid guy..wat can i do jz perli them bck..hehe..n eva..hehe..always gv me d diet tips n beauty tips..hehe..but i m lazy..so..now oso din bcome thinner o nicer..hehe..anyway..thx ur ohh..if i got make urs unhappy b4..i m sorry/.coz i not sengaja d..hehe..frenship 4ever..lets go kai kai after 7dec ya..hehe..muacks!!!...

i did not being a gd student..gd daughter..gd sis..gd fren to all d ppl around me..especially is my emotional personality...chat chat there then v cry,,laugh laugh then v get angry..hmm..haha..hq v be promise try my best to change it d..coz wana be a better person...

hmm..can i make my wish although 4dec haven reach??..

haha..

i wish tat...

1.my fren..family n me v stay safe..happy n healthy always..especially those best fren n the stupid 3 guys..although i wana live better than ur..but ur oso muz take gd care of urself..n make sure urs gf treat ur wel wel..tcare ur nice nice...n stay sweet sweet always..(c..i jz like a mom..talking so much fei hua..no wonder they dun wan me la..haha)....

2.wil hv a wonderful birthday tis yr..compare to last yr..tis yr i din expect much le..jz hope ur v nv 4get me..nv angry me..if angry le..oso muz 4give me ohh..!!k =)

3.oh ya..my stpm ..jz hope my akaun wont get a bad result..coz i din practice much 4 tis paper..n panik during exam..make a lot alot mistake le..i hope wont get a bad result 4 akaun coz dun wan ''mesiasuikan'' cat graduate ppl..but normally the result wont gd d la..coz i oso din put much effort n din study consistencely..haiz..jz pray 4 miracle v happen...

4.peace...

may hq dreams come true..*****************************************************************

hehe..after bloging..feel better le.at first feel unhappy d..now..hehe...i think now i can go to sleep le..4:18am....gd 9..my buddys...